• 11:49:00 AM, Friday, April 24, 2009
Sigh*
Today seems like a normal day,
Not to boring,
neither to interesting,
I am doing completely no-thing.
Probably because i dont have a life,
I'm going to school later,
and there goes another day,
without adventure or games BOOOORING !
• 12:52:00 PM, Sunday, April 19, 2009
Now I understand.
Now I know why he did that to me, and why is he acting so strange, actually he dont want to dissapoint me, which he did, and he dont want me to get hurt too, and he did that too. Maybe he just don't realize that. I dont blame him, but I guess its just not worth my time waiting for him, because he's the one asking me to move on, and he said "or else in the end Im scared u'll get hurt." But the thing is, its hard to move on when ur still in love with that someone right ? Oh god, help me !! :( But the things I've heard about you and that girl hurts me a lot. Maybe we weren't meant together. He wanted me to respond and prove him that I really love him and really want him. He wanted me to start the first move. Shouldn't he's the one who started it first right ? But he's a shy guy, then I'll start my move. But then, I give up when he said " You're gonna find a better guy than me. Don't worry someday u'll find one, and I know u can. And I know Im such a jerk, I think you better forget me and just move on. Because u deserve better guy than me. Im scared u'll get hurt." All my friends said, he dont deserve you, come on, just move one, he's a jerk, and he dont deserve ur love. But, I still love him and I've tried to forget him, but I guess I failed. He thinks Im over him already, the truth is, NO ! Never ! My love is just too strong for him. My friends like, whaattt ? Your not over him yet ??!! Yea guys, Im not over him yet. Its bean several years, and Im still not over him, I wonder whyy. Its just that he dont want me to get hurt. Now I understand :)
• 10:18:00 PM, Thursday, April 16, 2009
I LOVE LOLLI DOLLI
• 4:15:00 PM, Monday, April 13, 2009
I'm sorry i did that
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I still feel the way I once felt about you
Boy it's not you, it's me
I kinda couldn't get what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
• 4:14:00 PM,
I dont feel like blogging
Bye• 4:13:00 PM,
The Next Time I'll Be In Love.
Might be impossible,
because my heart can't be opened for Love anymore,
so the next person must be really really special.
• 10:38:00 PM, Thursday, April 09, 2009
Weird.
He's acting all weird.
today, yeah pretty weird.
• 4:48:00 PM, Friday, April 03, 2009
Oops!! He did it again?
Hello home diary,
Today's the freaking IU day,
and yeah it was okay.
Wow...yesterday kavin play lari rumah dohh. cool man! haha :DD
Haiz...today I dindt go school leh...ponteng ...??? maybe. =)
haha...feel boring at my bitter home...~~
Umm...
um.....Ummmm
I am in love.
Fine.
I admit it.
Happy ? Happy ?
And just because I'm in love,
doesn't mean I love it.
I hate it.
I hate to be in love with that impossible person.
This time,
he's a real man.
Not dimitri or anymore of those cute cartoon characters.
*Sigh*
I have to find a way to escarpe from love.
It's poison.
FUCKING POISON IT IS.
Everthing you do,
goes to waste when you're in,love.
THE END. =)
