• 2:38:00 PM, Thursday, August 27, 2009
high fuck
It's so easy to pretend I'm not home when someone is knocking at my door.I never let anyone in.
I've lost myself under a thousand layers of sarcasm and wit and indifference.
I've lost myself in that tiny little hole.
But I can't help but see the walls are caving in.
And then there was you.
You opened the door.
Just.
This.
Once.
And for a moment, you found me.
But you ran away.
When the storm comes, I'll laugh and I'll cry and I'll run through the streets until my lungs explode.
I'll run.
Alone.
The wind is all I have.
I will follow the colors you've so carefully painted around your little head of fire.
I will follow you into the night.
Only when the hue becomes so brilliant my eyes won't shut.
Only when the trembling in my fingertips drives me mad.
I'll know I've found you.
To me, you are perfectly imperfect.
You are strange and beautiful.
But I only can see you when my eyes are closed.
So please don't wake me.
Please just let me sleep in.
Just.
This.
Once.
Maybe one day you will understand.
Maybe one day you will find me again.
I wish you would.
• 2:22:00 PM, Saturday, August 15, 2009
Gosh! She stole him from me! I hate you shahila! Damn you.!
OMGOSH!
This morning,i get a message from waffey syg.
Bullshit. He want to break up with me. *cry*
Then,I ask him..b'coz of what he wanna break with me?
So,dia kate:Kite slalu gadoh..u tak bosan ke?
okay,fine! I mmg bosan. but after a while..dah okay wad.
walaupun kite gadoh pun,tak kan lah smpai nak break? Wha-huh?
then,niesa message me...
and,I tell her that waffey want to break with me..?!
So,she just replied:then,break je lah..maybe you n him were not together.? just forget bout him lah. and accept fredie.
Arhhh! how come lah?
you know how much I love him?
...
I can't live without. Honest.
I don't know,what happen between us.
but,I just want to know..dorng dah couple balik or what?
so,jess on my myspace,then she said waffey's online.
so,she just ask him..what happen to him? why he want to break with me?
then,he just said: abang dah ada laen.
WTF?
Fine!If he really want to break,so,what I can do? Well,I can do nothing.
I just can only respect his decision.
Btw,I HATE SHAH!!
totally HATE!
u rampas BF I dari I.
PERAMPAS!!!!
Ok! Enough of that.
what I want to say,thats all.
what I want to say,thats all.
Bye-bye.
• 1:29:00 PM, Friday, August 07, 2009
Happy Birthday Mia.It's great you're turning 16.
Hope you have a great birthday :)
