• 11:01:00 AM, Saturday, June 13, 2009
School is gonna start really soon. And im not satisfied hangin out! CURSES!
imissyou. =P
• 6:54:00 PM, Saturday, June 06, 2009
Ohmegedddd,
It's been long.howwa you people? i miss my blog, dont cha? haha.i just wanna promise myself tht since i cn go online a lot as the holidays have begun,
i will blog MORE MORE MORE. haha. pathetic la me.anyways, PAPAYA, yr land sucks more. GTH, you suckkkkkkkkkkkkk, hahahaha.
i love you too Ping Pong, of course. haha.
to Mr.Nazri, i miss you like hell.
this is messy lah, i hate this. i'll do it properly
nanti,
bye.
• 6:39:00 PM,
How being invisible feels like ;
Sometimes I would feel as if knows im there, you know? It's like, im talking and no one is responding or even giving a shit. Even when im hyperhyper, sometimes, well, I think nobody even cares or care or even layan. It hurts being invisible. I feel as if im dead. Nobody knows or cares anymore. Forgotten. I would be really pissed at times. But what can I do? Early of the year, it was all good. Now, sigh, it's different. I don't know how to explain .. okay, I can. But I don't want to. No privacy here. I think if I get hyper, I annoy people. So right now, i'm trying to just keep quiet and let evryone talk. Cause im tired being the person who talks and no one listens. So I guess it's better to not talk and no one listens. At least that makes sense. I'm sensitive, veryvery sensitive. I get hurt easily. But I don't show it. People would think im just over dramatic or over reacting. Or just plain annoying. I miss SMKSJ cause I won't get hurt there as much as I will get hurt here. There, it's doifferent. Here, it's, sigh. I feel like crying, but I don't want to. So I prefer writing my feelings. It reminds me what ive been through. Sometimes, when I don't talk to someone, they would say im "sombong". And when I do, again, I become invisible. I talk and talk and they would end up saying "sorry what did u say?" or "huh?". It's tiring. And it hurts. Maybe I spoke at a wrong time but still. Like I do that always. It friggin hurts. I can't tell the full story to anyone (in SMKBS). Cause im scared that my friends in SMKBS dont even care, you know? Maybe they're just stuck with me. And I just never noticed that? Sigh, I don't know what to think anymore :'(• 6:34:00 PM,
Hey Fatso,
You are a bitch. No, worse, you're a fat bitch. You think you're so hot? Pfft, URE FUGLY! You're immature, bitch. Grow up! FUCKING GROW UP! I hate you! You suck! You're nothing. Kau perasan la gemokk! Sape nak kau? Kau bodoh,gemok,perasan! BILA KAU NAK MATI ?! BENGANG TAU TK TGK MUKA GEMOK KAU ! Dont ever talk bad about my friend. You biatch. You think you're all that? She's better looking than you la weh! aku tahan je dengan kau. I dont know if i can take it any longer. I just wanna kill you, urgh! Irritating fitch! FITCH! MOVE SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY ! FAR FAR AWAY! EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPIER IF YUORE GONE! FUGLY FITCH !
• 12:57:00 PM, Thursday, June 04, 2009
ADAM LAMBERT <3
